Monday, August 29th, 2005
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10:51 pm - boy i can see it in your eyes, your lookin for a cutie pie
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Things have been good...
~I got a new phone, finally.
~My sister and I are good.
~This weekend is going to be a BLAST!
~I want to start school so I can get it done and over with. Hopefully these last two years will fly by.
~Kristina and Leah are good of course and I love them.
~I'm getting a new car in the Spring!
~Kristina passed her road test, even though she is 17, she just took it. And will be getting a car soon.
~Laguna Beach just gets better and better every week.
Thank you very much
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Friday, August 26th, 2005
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12:25 am
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BeautDisaster21 [12:16 AM]: i dont like not having a bf
Torosian20 [12:17 AM]: i could honestly summarize everything u want and how u feel
BeautDisaster21 [12:18 AM]: tell me
Torosian20 [12:18 AM]: k here is how i see you.
Torosian20 [12:20 AM]: first off in a guy your looking for the little things, a cute guy that has a good sense of humor, who is easy to talk to and can make u laugh at the most akward times, someone who will come to ur house when ur in ur pjs looking gross, and he will tell you that your beautiful not hot girls dont need to here their hot....beautiful is the best word in the book because it means sooo much.. u want someone to depend on, sure u have your girl friends but u get annoyed easily u want nights occasionally to go out party have a good time or other nights to lay around and just share stories and talk to each other
Torosian20 [12:20 AM]: you want someone there
Torosian20 [12:21 AM]: to tell you that he is crazy for you, someone that u feel so happy around and wouldnt trade in those moments for a second. someone who would go to all of his friends and say hey thats my beautiful girl friend leah.. something like that, i know it might not be word for word
Torosian20 [12:21 AM]: but i think thats something that u need
Torosian20 [12:22 AM]: ive seen u sad ive seen u mad, ive seen u be bitchy, but the best thing about u is when ur happy and u smile and just get all excited thats what a good guy can do for u, and hopefully ull find him
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Thursday, August 25th, 2005
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11:13 pm
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I gotta shake you off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay
I gotta shake you off
Just like the Calgon commercial
I really gotta get up outta here
And go somewhere
I gotta shake you off
Gotta make that move
Find somebody who
Appreciates all the love I give
Boy I gotta shake you off
Gotta do what's best for me
Baby and that means I gotta
Shake you off
By the time you get this message
It's gonna be too late
So don't bother paging me
Cause I'll be on my way
See I grabbed all my diamonds and clothes
Just ask your mama she knows
You're gonna miss me, baby
Hate to say I told you so
Well at first I didn't know
But now it's clear to me
You would cheat with all your freaks
And lie compulsively
So I packed up my Louis Vuitton
Jumped in your ride and took off
You'll never ever find a girl
Who loves you more than me
I found out about a gang
Of your dirty little deeds
With this one and that one
By the pool, on the beach, in the streets
Heard y'all was
Hold up, my phone's breakin' up
I'ma hang up and call the machine right back
I gotta get this off of my mind
You wasn't worth my time
So, I'm leaving you behind
Cause I need a real love in my life
Save this recording because
I'm never coming back home
Baby, I'm gone
Don't cha know
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Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
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2:25 pm
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It's so weird to say your single when you've been someones for over 2 years. Everything has just been so freakin weird lately. I noticed couple a lot more and how cute they are, which gets me to these people I saw today, I wanted to cry, they were so cute and he was playing with her hair and holding her and ahhhhhhh i want to throw up
this update was so stupid, im so stupid, this world is so stupid, and i hate everyone
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Monday, August 22nd, 2005
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11:44 pm
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It's the sweet love that you give to me
That makes me believe we can make it through anything
'Cause when it all comes down
And I'm feeling like I'll never last
I just lean on you 'cause baby
You're my better half
They say behind every man is a good woman
But I think that's a lie
'Cause when it comes to you I'd rather have you by my side
You don't know how much I count you to help me
When I've given everything I got and I just feel like giving in
And you look at me
And give me that come-here-baby smile
It's all gonna be alright
You take my hand
Yeah you pull me close and you me tight
...To bad all you did was hurt me, I wish you could have loved me and felt for me like that.
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Sunday, August 21st, 2005
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10:39 pm - hes just a million things from a chapter in my past
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The truth is I never got over you
And when it's all said and done,
yes, I'm still in love with you.
everything i update i just want to throw up on.
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Saturday, August 20th, 2005
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9:05 pm
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haha so tonite i get this call saying that they were my doctor from some place and that my pregenacy test came positive. the funny thing is they were obvisouly trying to get me in trouble and my mom laughed and thought it was funny. shes not stupid it was a blocked call and everything. girls are stupid at doing pranks
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5:10 pm
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Math 2A1
SptsEntHos
Psychology
General Biology
World Literature
Art-Design
Math 2A2
SptsEntHos
Psychology
General Biology
World Literature
US Government
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3:45 pm
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These are the days we will remember
These are the times that won't come again
The highest of flames become an ember
And you gotta live 'em while you can
So take 'em by the hand, they're yours and mine
Take 'em by the hand and live your life
Take 'em by the hand don't let 'em all fly by
...I Love You Kristina Flora Abro
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Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
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2:07 pm
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Saturday, June 11th, 2005
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1:08 am
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Let me share some things with you...
I have been back stabbed more than once.
I don't have a best friend.
My boyfriend treats me like shit.
Pretty much everyone I have ever met has lied to me.
If you haven't lied, I still can't trust you because people have made me this way.
I get put down atleast twice a day.
I have 5 parents calling to check up on me, 1 of them calls every 5 minutes.
I have lost 3 best friends, do you still call that best friend?
I don't know when to stop drinking.
One thing that is normal about me is I absolutly hate smoking!
People make me cry atleast every other day.
.....That's what I can think of right now
But...I have an amazing little brother that makes me smile everytime I walk in the door and is the only one in my life that will never hurt me. A 2 year old. I love you baby nicky nue-nue.
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Monday, May 9th, 2005
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6:34 pm - the first cut is the deepest
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soon you will see you were ment for me and i was ment for you.
i just have one wish and its to be treated with respect, with no lies and no heartbreaks, why is it so hard to give me what i need?
i regret a lot of things i have done in my 16 years. its just all my fault, i am the one that can say let go but i chose not to and i know people are sick of me complaining when i dont try to do anything about it, ugh.
BeautDisaster21 [7:04 PM]: i love youuu
Kristinafa1 [7:05 PM]: lovee you too babbby
i dont really know the words to explain kristina. shes an awesome friend and she has never let me down. i love her soo much!!
current mood:  sore
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Sunday, May 1st, 2005
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6:32 pm
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You've got your own way of looking at it baby
I guess that proves that I got mine
Seems like our hearts are set on automatic
We say the first thing that comes to mind
It's just who we are baby, we've come too far to start over now
I know what you're thinkin' ; I'm not always easy to be around
Chorus:
But I do love you
You keep me believin' that you love me too
And I know it's true
This love drives us crazy but nobody's walkin' away
So, I guess we'll to do it the hard way
If I had a genie in a bottle
Three wishes I could wish for us
I wish we'd live forever and get along together
Turn these tempers into trust
(REPEAT CHORUS)
Do it the hard way
It's just who we are baby, we've come to far to start over now
Believe me tonight love's the one thing in life we can't live without
(REPEAT CHORUS)
Do it the hard way
The hard way
current mood:  crushed
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Saturday, April 30th, 2005
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8:22 pm - ive learned the hard way to never let it get that far
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i cannot cry because i know thats weakness in your eyes
im forced to fake a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life
my heart cant possibly break when it wasnt even whole to start with
its not love anymore...
i dont even know what it is? and i dont know why i keep putting myself though this, this isnt anyones fault but mine because i am the only one that can stop this but for some reason i chose not to, and its killing me more and more that everyday goes by.
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Friday, April 22nd, 2005
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8:57 pm
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this icon is making me sick. and i dont know how to change it so in the mean time, just hold tight, ill probably have justine help me with it.
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8:31 pm
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Perfect song for me now...It's all so true. It takes the words right out of my mouth, I couldn't have said it better myself.
what you sees not what you get
with you theres just no measurement
no way to tell whats real from what isnt there
your eyes they sparkled
thats all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
you washed away the best of me
YOU DONT CARE
YOU KNOW YOU DID IT
im gone, to find someone to live for in this world
theres no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
just a bridge that i gotta burn
you are wrong, if you think you can walk right through my door
THAT IS JUST SO YOU
COMING BACK WHEN IVE FINALLY MOVED ON
im already gone
sometimes shattered, never open
nothing matters when your broken
that was me whenever i was with you
always ending, always over
back and forth, up and down, like a rollercoaster
i am breaking that habit today
you know you did it, there is nothing you can say
SORRY DOESNT CUT IT BABE
TAKE THE HIT AND WALK AWAY
cause im gone
doesnt matter what you do
ITS WHAT YOU DID THATS HURTING YOU
ALL I NEEDED WAS THE TRUTH
now im gone...
*i feel so much better about myself, that i dont have someone walking all over me and putting me down every day. i can actually breath and it feels awesome.
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Monday, April 18th, 2005
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6:22 pm
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I want you to hold me high and steal all my pain away. I want you to make me feel beautiful again. I want you to wipe away my tears and start over.
AvenGencEx21x [6:53 PM]: u need to be happy... and you are but somethings bother u way to much and u need to stop letting that happen
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Saturday, April 16th, 2005
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8:57 pm
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Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
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6:23 pm - because of you all thats left of me is what i pretend to be, so together but so broken up inside
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top 5 things i hate:
1)LIARS
2)girls (with an exception of about 5)
3)selfish people
4)broken promises
5)cheaters
Torosian20 [6:14 PM]: no you are happy, you just get mad over some things
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Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
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5:33 pm
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So for one week this summer I get a sweet ass mustang to drive and a mansion with a pool to party at. Over the 4th of July by the way! YAY!!! Summer is just around the corner and I can't wait.
I plan on laying out naked in my back yard which is the beach getting a massage everyday with my strawberry daquari, and calling my nanny whenever I need something. Along with my mercedes SL500 sitting in my driveway, Life would be great. I think I dream to much.
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